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Thursday, April 29, 2010

And so it begins…...

Most People are probably used to hearing me say the phrase "don't judge me." Well, i am changing it a little bit here. Go ahead and judge me if you feel the need because i have given in and here i am, blogging. Oh my. I usually don't do this and i usually hate people knowing what is going on inside my head, but i have been feeling the need to write about things lately, and i don't plan on being super open over the internet so i think i am good for now.

Well i must say I’ve been in the “funk” the past few weeks or so. I absolutely hate it. I am pretty sure that much of what i hate will fade soon, at least i pray that it will. I have yet to complete my 1st quarter wishlist, dang!

I know I have been dealing with tons of work lately, god knows how it feels like. But I always think that God has a plan. He has proven himself faithful to me in one big area! That has been awesome for sure.

I am learning to not be bitter about my experiences because everything truly does work for the greater good. I am learning that even in the darkest things God is glorified. I am learning that these things are part of my testimony, no matter how scary that thought may be. I am learning that God is sufficient. These lessons are hard, and there are a lot of moments in which i wish there was nothing going on in my life... but if it glorifies God in the end then i can be patient and endure... well i pray that i can be :). And so it begins…...